diet diet diet

hidup aku ni sejak dari kecik dulu pkataan "diet" xpnah renggang dgn telinga n lidah aku. sbbnye bdan aku senang betol nak berat, nak bagi ringan balik susah mcm hape je, huhh, skarang ni pon berat bdan aku naik r, sluar jeans n bju ade yg trasa ketat, shit toi.. so maknenye kena DIET la aku jawabnye, haizzz =.="

salam

hmm dalam sebulan dua ni ak asyik rase ade yg xkena je, slalu nak emo sengsorang. sebabnya ak rasa mcm kwn2 ak sbnarny bncikan ak. nape ak fikir mcm tu? nape ak fkir yg negatif dlu baru yg positif? am i paranoid?? hmm.. trlampau banyak fikir barangkali (skadar nk pujuk hati sendiri..)
if ak ada buat apa2 kesalahan, bagitau la, ak xtaw sbb tu ak buat salah. selagi dpendam dendam tu, slagi tu benci kalian akan bertambah dan bertambah, dan ak akan terus mmbuat kesalan kat kalian..

photographiing

ak ske photography, tak kire la amik gmba sendiri or pemandangan or candid n lain2 lagi (but most of it r pictures of myself la, LOL) for me, for every each of photo tells us thousands of stories, whether or not we realize about it.
walaupn xde DSLR, ak truskan jgak minat ni dgn mggunakan gadget2 yg len yg brupaya mgambik gmba, wakakaka, ni antara hasil tangan ak meng-klik or snap2 :

whether it sparkling winter or a horrifying disaster

Met a friend, almost a year we didnt face each other. At first I had thought so many things, so many, after since last year. But finally when I saw em, the words were just like flew away through the breeze.. Yaikksss =.="
All I want is just my right, was wait for too long to find the answers, and the result was: it was all MY fault.. shit
Why am I still not over it? Why? Am I crazy or what? I wanna have a new life, but its kinda difficult to done it.