wow :(

Few minutes ago my friend posted a sort of sad thing on his blog. It was for his ex-gf. And my reaction was: WOW~ he's truly deeply in love with his ex. I know only a bit of their probz back then, knew it from him and his posts. But this.. Hmm, wished I could say my sorry to him, hope he'll find a happiness in his life, and stay strong, as usual. orite dude? chayok :)

This is his post:-

kalau awak nak tahu jugak...

kalau awak nak tahu..
sy tak happy..
sy tak enjoy..
sy tak penah sronok ble tringt pe yg da jd..
sy ilang arah ble awak takde,tp sy tau sy kne tabah n sabar..
mngkin sy ngajar awak banyak bende,tp bkn semua bende yg sy ajar awak..
sy tgl kn awak utk awak blajar sendiri,berdikari hidup di tmpat laen dr kmpg halaman,
harap awak fhm..
mmg byk 'unexpected memories' kte..
secara jujur,bkn mudah nak sy lupe kn semuanye..
kite lari same2 dr polis wktu sy jumpe awak kt perlis dulu,awak teman sy pam tayar motor,awak bg sy birthday present,kte ngumpat pejalan kaki kt klcc,drama kte kt kl sentral.. dlm beberape bulan je kan..
semuanya hal remeh,tp knangan yg susah utk dilupekan bg sy..

kalau boleh, nk jugak sy tahu sape pihak ketige masok campur dalam urusan kite..
sab? kalau die,xpela.. sy da lpekan..
mybe sy xleh kawal prasaan waktu tu..
sy kesal ble dpt tau idup awak merana,sbb bkn niat sy yg sengaje..
jgn awak kesal klu awak xboleh tnjuk diri awak sebenar kt org laen,sebab awak still ade mse..
mse awak juz tamat klu nk tnjukkan kt sy..
klu awak da nmpak hikmahnye,bgs la..

kalau awak nak tahu..
sy xpenah stop fikir pe yg penah jd,walaupn mcm2 bnd sy hadapi these days..
fikiran sy bercampur.. sedih,sronok,kesal,sunyi,mati akal..
semua ade..
sy harap sgt awk dpt brubah..
da pasti bkn utk sy,brubahlah utk family awak.. kawan2,kawan baek,kawan baru,bakal kawan baek,bakal bf n semua..
brubah ke arah kebaikan,tu je yg sy mampu harapkn..
sy xmampu mngubah awak sbb sy sendiri pn xsempurna.. sy sendiri kne ubah dri sy..
byk kekurangan n kelemahan dri sy yg mngkin awak xtau..
xperlu awak tau,xperlu sape2 pn yg tau mlenkan dri sy..

kalau awak nak tahu..
saye da xkesah kalau awak nk tau o amik tau ape2 pasal sy..
awak da bebas nk buat ape yg awak suke n awak xperlu jge at sy dah..
xperlu la awak takut ape2 yg berkaitan ngan sy skrg..
sy kesal ape yg da jd kt awak lepas kejadian tu,n xperlu la awak tau pe yg jd kt sy..
sy lebih senang sendiri,sebab sy da xpercaye kt sape2 dah skrg..
walaupn kawan baek awak o kawan baek sy sendiri..
mcm2 bnde yg timpa sy,tp sy kne blajar ngan setiap masalah baru,dgn itu sy jd dewasa..
maafkn sy sebab bru nk bcerita,tp sy mmg ade byk masalah laen dr ape yg dah jd kt kite..
1 rahsie yg sy nak bgtau,sy xpernah mnanges sebab kaum hawa..
cukup murah air mte sy ble ade bnde yg brkaitan ngan awak,wlupn wktu edit+balas coretan at awak ni..
xpe,sy akan tunaikn pe yg awak nk..
sy akan lpe awak secepat yg mngkin..
tp awak pn tolonglah lpe kn sy..
maafknlah parents sy yea..
jage la dri awak baek2 ble kt tempat org..
jgn sng terpengaruh tau..
jgn sng terpengaruh..
jgn sng terpengaruh..
selamat tinggal sayang..
izinkan sy gune ayt tu utk pengakhiran,sy xpndai mengarang..

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tambahan,kalau awak nak tahu..
mmg sy accident mlm tu,lepas sy hntar awak..

maafkn sy..